This website will become an archive between October 6, 2025 and March 16, 2033. Old copies of most of the site will still be accessible via archive.org's backups over the years.
On October 6, 2025, I'll publish a book of over 100 poems (110 have been written) on Amazon in paperback, Kindle and hardcover. It will be called Meet Jason Law since my new name (Jason Patrick Law) becomes legal on that date.
To Whom It May Concern...
My deranged father Lindsay Rexford “Rex” Gastrich stole his navy veteran father’s laser and used it on himself, his brothers, my mother and me at the very least.
When I was an infant my father hit the bottoms of my feet with it.
He also hit in between my toes on my right foot and my left hip.
He lasered my knuckles and palms on both hands. He also lasered forehead lines because he said he wanted certain vertical lines down the middle of my face because it'd look best. He did this without my knowledge or consent like everything else.
He lasered spots around my body including my wrist, thigh, shoulder, scrotum, etc.
He lasered both of my ears and said whatever he did on one side of my body he also did on the other side. He lasered my ears to make them stick out funny. He also lasered them to try to make a point on top he said. He burned a spot in between my eyes (although close to my left side) and he called it my site like a gun site. He may have even injected some brown color into it. He told my mother that’s what people do and if he didn’t, then I’d just have a red dot on my face. He lasered two spots in my middle upper back that he said were supposed to symbolize wings. They appear to have caused my ribs to stick out. He forced me to play Pop Warner football, then he told the players to hit me real hard to toughen me up and I was injured by a cheap shot during a mop up game and he lasered me while I was healing, so I didn’t grow to my full height by 5 inches and I’ve seen a chiropractor for decades. He told me to race somebody on the soccer field where he was coaching my team at Christian High School, but I said I wasn’t warmed up or stretched out yet and he said it didn’t matter (because he wanted to laugh at my larger-than-normal legs as I ran) and I tore my right quadriceps and it impaired my senior year season because it hurt and I was told to stay off it to let it heal.
He lasered my hair and it eventually turned white. He said he did it, so I'd shave the sides of my head when I got older. He also said he did it on the sides of the back of my head, so I'd shave that and have a sort of mohawk. My mother was very disappointed and made a face and said I might like it and he said I wouldn't have much of a choice if I don't dye it because it won't look normal.
He lasered my little toes and said he tried to make them pointy. He also lasered my eyebrows and said he wanted me to pluck the top half of them, so I'd look gay and be gay to cover up his anal rape crimes.
He lasered my head and my eye to burn my optical nerve in one eye which results in a form of blindness because he said he wanted me to wear an eyepatch when I got older. It was missing on Dr. Greg Giles' machine as he analyzed it.
He lasered my face and caused a deviated septum according to him and my ENT Dr. McCallion. He lasered my scrotum and has a military-grade weapon that agitates scar tissues with sensations like heat, tapping, pinching, etc. It can also bounce off those tissues and hit other tissues he said. In addition to the laser and the scar weapon he showed my mother a box he used to talk into her head from another room in the house. He said he could use all these weapons from miles away too. Since my father raped me and my mother and worried that we’d tell people about it he followed us and spied on us. He brainwashed me until last year, so I didn’t have access to those memories until then, but my mother knew what was going on and told some people what happened to us and tried to prepare me for now.
He said he lasered the inside and outside of my elbows. He also said he lasered the inside and outside of my knees.
He lasered the back of my neck and said he wanted to give me a hump like a humpbacked person.
My father opened skin on my leg with his scar weapon while I was living in my apartment in Hilo, Hawaii last year. He opened the skin on my arm with his scar weapon in Portland, Oregon. Now he’s trying to open the skin on my chest with it. My father raped me many times when I was a child. He also damaged my rectum causing health problems that he wouldn’t let a doctor diagnose. Telling me I couldn't even think about them until I turned 50 years old.
My father also punched me in the face when I was a kid and he said it was because he didn't like the way that I was speaking to my mother. I went to a friend’s house and called law enforcement too. My father choked me and said his hands are big enough to choke me, but my hands aren’t big enough to choke him. This was supposed to be a deterrent for telling anybody about his rapes and assaults.
He said he has a machine that can stop me from peeing. My mother was usually there as he told me about everything he was doing and wanted to do to my body. He said he has a machine that can stop me from peeing. I think this is due to the lasering and referring to the "scar/wave" machine. He also has a weapon according to my mother that can make us constipated. She said he'd anally rape her and then use it to make her complain less about the blood.
I’ve never threatened my father or physically harmed him in anyway. I never understood why our relationship was always like a business relationship, but I guess I understand now. He was always calculating his actions and the time until his brainwashing wore off. My father wanted me to look old and gray and seem like a poor liar now as I come forward to the police about his crimes and seek justice. He said he didn’t want me looking like a young, youthful person because he thought it’d lead to his conviction and incarceration. My father said he has a parasitic worm infection that he can’t treat. He said his brother gave it to him and he was going to give it to me and my mother. I started noticing black circles around my eyes from it which is the telltale sign before the outbreak and the stench about 7 years ago in Hawaii. Since I noticed it right after I stayed overnight in my childhood house where he lives he likely infected me then. My father told my mother that he put implants in us to track us and talk to us, but they didn’t work that well and then he said he was joking. My mother said my father may have put implants in us and he wants to read our mind, but he can’t. She regretted marrying him and said his other motive is to get us to touch ourself when he uses these weapons because he’s a pervert.
July 1, 2025
I am not a fiction writer or a novel writer and I never wanted to be one even though my father wanted me to be both to make me look like I am telling a fictional story about his rapes and assaults now despite evidence and witnesses.
I am writing two, final stories in A Brand New World: Lasers, Wind and The Choker and they’ll be posted here: http://jasongastrich.com/abnw/ soon, then the page will be removed. Read the first 33 stories now if you want. After I finish writing them I intend on writing about 5 more stories before publishing it as the final book in the series.
I am a poet, musician and teacher, so I will continue to use those skills to the best of my ability.
June 23, 2025
Podcast #8 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook and all the audio files are in Dropbox (see May 5 for link).
June 16, 2025
Podcast #7 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook and all the audio files are in Dropbox (see May 5 for link).
June 11, 2025
Click here to hear my 90+ minute statement to an El Cajon police detective yesterday about my father Rex Gastrich's (aka Lindsay Rexford Gastrich's) rapes and assaults.
June 9, 2025
Podcast #6 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook and all the audio files are in Dropbox (see May 5 for link).
June 2, 2025
Podcast #5 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook and all the audio files are in Dropbox (see May 5 for link).
I just published my 36th books of poems with 115 poems. It's on Amazon in various formats now. Enjoy.
May 26, 2025
Podcast #4 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook and the audio files are in Dropbo (see May 5).
May 21, 2025
The first story in A Brand New World: Lasers, Wind and the Choker is online now.
May 19, 2025
Podcast #3 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook.
May 12, 2025
Podcast #2 is on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook.
May 5, 2025
Today I published a book called Soloing Made Simple for guitarists. I also broadcasted my first podcast (Wait Until My Hair Grows Out) in a long time. It's about 45 minutes long and you can see it here, on Instagram, YouTube and Facebook. If you just want to hear the audio file, then click here.
I can hardly wait to change my name god
